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Stagnation

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 1:07 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Tentation - Moi dix Mois
  • Drinking: Raspberry Water
I need fresh air to breathe
This stale air strangles my sanity
The air outside is just as stale
The same as it was yesterday

I want to be oceans away
A land where nothing is the same
A place where the wind's always blowing
And living life's a gamble

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Honestly, life has been really dull for me lately. Aside from the personal shit going on, it's just been, well, boring. I can't really explain it in detail, but really, it's just been the same old shit daily. I just want something to DO, people to hang out with, and places to go.

But honestly, I can't ever find anything to do. I feel like I'm pushing people away, or I'm just too awkward around new people. And I don't have a car to go places.

Sometimes I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall. Sometimes I feel like I'm too gloomy about things. And sometimes I feel like I need a bitch slap back into reality.

Aside from the depressing stuff, anyone have any ideas for stuff I could possibly do? Or, you know, wanna hang out/talk (including AIM, MSN, texting, etc)?

And for the record, I find the Gloomy icon to be adorable.

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I've come to a new part of my life, and that calls for a new approach. New outlook, more varied interests, more things I find beautiful.

I believe in personal expression, and I feel that no one has any right to restrict that. I respect people's opinions and beliefs, and expect the same in return.

There's beauty in everything, even the most barren of landscapes. You just have to look at it from a different perspective.

I love history, and I love old photos. But that doesn't mean I live in the past. I live for today, and hope for tomorrow. Because you never know what may happen.

Some of my art or writing may be dark, I actually really like Gothic writing and styles. I'm not a depressed person damning the world to eternal darkness, it's just fascinating to me.

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  • Current Residence: Your mom's house. ;D
  • Interests: Photography, strategy games, anime, manga, architecture, and building cities out of books.
  • Favourite band or musician: Changes. Currently Moi dix Mois.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock or Classical.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
  • Operating System: Windows Vista (shoot me)
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune or iPod.
  • Favourite game: Civilization 4.
  • Personal Quote: "Wake up and live like it's never going to happen again."
  • Tools of the Trade: Oh baby.

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:iconeaglesgal54:
~eaglesgal54 Nov 18, 2009, 6:26:17 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: on "Philadelphia's Reflection"! :)
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~MettagiriSuru Aug 29, 2009, 9:32:09 PM
MdM, eh? :icongreatjobplz: I follow Gackt more or less, but I do fear Mana will be doomed to a life of constantly running around in his pretty heels all over the place because of never having anything he touches turn out bad..

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Remember what she said, man, don't taunt the voodoo.
Am I taunting it?
DUDE, YOU'RE TAUNTING THE CRAP OUT OF IT!!
______________________________ ________

"It's like putting a needle on a cut on your finger, and then putting it on a bottle..."
Kyle
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~Desparye Aug 29, 2009, 9:38:46 PM
Well, he DOES have that curse when his vocalist in his band decides that he's famous enough to want to do his own thing. *cough Gackt and Juka* However, I do like Gackt's older stuff and of course, Malice Mizer.

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Позвольте нам красить небо.
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~MettagiriSuru Aug 29, 2009, 9:44:02 PM
heh... I've heard Mana can be a bitch sometimes.. XD

:3 if I may... how much do you like Gackt..? ^w^ he's going to be in a movie next year, yay!!

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Remember what she said, man, don't taunt the voodoo.
Am I taunting it?
DUDE, YOU'RE TAUNTING THE CRAP OUT OF IT!!
______________________________ ________

"It's like putting a needle on a cut on your finger, and then putting it on a bottle..."
Kyle
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~Desparye Aug 29, 2009, 9:45:28 PM
Look wise, I like his Malice Mizer days and the earlier part of his solo career. But I've always loved his voice. And really? What's the title? :D

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Позвольте нам красить небо.
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~MettagiriSuru Aug 29, 2009, 9:55:51 PM
^w^ "Bunraku" It's in post-prodution right now, scheduled for release sometime next year... it's not out whether it'll be a major release or not, even though a bunch of webstes are saying that all the American actors are the stars (pshaw) but I'm really hoping it'll be out everywhere.. There was a theater commercial for his Red and Blue DVDs before the Death Note movie some months ago and I nearly hyperventlated in my seat, LOL, I can hardly wait to see what happens when he's in an entire movie, speaking english..

:iconirapeitplz: it will be the best movie evar...

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Remember what she said, man, don't taunt the voodoo.
Am I taunting it?
DUDE, YOU'RE TAUNTING THE CRAP OUT OF IT!!
______________________________ ________

"It's like putting a needle on a cut on your finger, and then putting it on a bottle..."
Kyle
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